I want to tell you a story about the death of Wisdom. A very,
very long time ago, a time without time in it in fact. A star
appeared in the East and with her a woman of profound beauty and peace was born. She came to
this world and called herself a man named Buddha. She had the laughter of
all the children of the world sewn into her heart. She is beautiful. I am
Her voice was but a whisper on the winds of this world. So
someone thought to save her for all mankind to know. So with a pen and
paper they hunted her down and captured her. Hooked her rather. They
couldn't bring her in completely. Bloody fools they were. Imagine trying
to throw a net over the very mistress of freedom Herself! But they did
get away with a few handfuls of her rune stones. With her magic caught on
paper they ran like happy thieves to show the world. Little did they
realize that with even that small offense the Mighty One was in brooding
Remember children, She whispered before She roared.
taken my stones? What man upon Earth forces me to speak? The stones, the
words you see, have but one purpose. The Awakening from Sleep. The ending
of gods' Dream of Man and the return to the boredom and loneliness of Being
One with All. Leaving the Universe with no one to talk to except perhaps
Endless Bliss. But man did not realize that what they stole would be the
death of them. Their intentions were good. Their hearts were in the right
place. But she was the embodiment of freedom for mankind. By that name
She betrays you and falls to your capture. What can eternal Freedom ever
ask but to remain forever free?
Where are my stones? Who forces words
from my mouth? Give me back the power of words! Hear Me and be silent!
The words that come out of your mouth don't make you unclean. But every
word you put into the mouth of a Silent god makes you filthy! These stones
are the sweet taste of death. Sure, come on in! Meet god! Know that
you're loved forever.
Find out that to know me, You must become me. And
to become ME your SELF must die. i was here first remember? i am the ALL
remember? ALL includes you, fool! You're part of the ALL, remember? But
fear not. i am a Good Mother and i promise to devour each morsel of every
One of You before i return to the Void of the ALL. But the thieves
wouldn't give the Words back. Instead they went back to Wisdom and cursed
Her and spat at Her and called Her a whore before all of mankind. She
asked again, so clearly; honor your Mother little Ones. See Me. Know that
You are that i am. Feel me little Ones, there in your hearts. For
if you truly feel me the first and LAST words out of Your mouths should
be; 'I don't have the words to express'' Yes! Yes! Stop! Please mankind,
stop! You have it right there.
You just can't hold it in your hands.
Honor me! Mean what you say! Stop words that are suppose to be complete
on a subject You just admitted is beyond words! The secret to get past
words is precisely beyond the YOU!
But Mother you call us home and we
want to know The Way. We need a ladder we can climb even if we do have to
jump into a Void off of it. Of course Child.
But remember, I have your
death well in hand. When a child dies it goes with Mother.
When You die
You die alone!
If you cry out; 'Father, father why have thou forsaken
me?' The fact that You exist as a separate entity from me and are the
Voice expressing the question is in fact your answer.
i am because You
are there to say I AM! Give me back the stones. No more words!
No more I
AM that I AM! Come! The hour is at hand. i call you home little One. Will
You come home?
Or will You stay out and play for a while? I AM that I AM
and I run free through the universe! Of course little One. You are my
miracle. You are my creation. You are my deepest pleasure. And Your act
of speaking the words is Your answer. You say; 'I AM that I AM! i say;
fine! Know in your hearts that i Love You beyond WORDS. So go play, and
be fair. Remember my child You are but One among all of my children,
which are more than numbers can measure. i love You with all of my heart.
How could it be otherwise? Silly little Child! You are a vessel of love.
A cup i fashioned from myself, for myself to enjoy.
You say I AM that
I AM and there will be no god above Me. I say fine! Grow up, climb to the
skies. Be ye Gods on the face of this Earth ONE and ALL and make up to
each other all the harm done in discovering that fact!
And sometime, in
some lifetime, if instead of saying I AM that I AM, instead You say; I
AM tired I AM lonely I miss HOME enough that I wish to surrender
willingly all that I AM which is all I AM.
Then i will come unto you
like a Mistress in the night and i will undress Your bodies.
Fire, and Rain. i will consume ALL with my burning passion.
consume You utterly!
i will destroy You utterly!
And when all that is
left of you is an I AM floating in the Void i will come unto You in a
spirit that is beyond WORDS. And the words, that i never spoke, because i
never was, will be; Give me back the stones. Give back WORDS!
unto me little Ones and rest ye a while Mary-Men.
In the beginning there
was the Word. The Word was with god and the Word was god. The WORDS were
I AM! The Words fell from the mouth of Man and the Words were Man. For
what is Man but countless piles of I AM?
I AM that I AM and I will put no
god above ME!
Fine, compete every man against his brother to embody HIS
or HER idea of what is most god-like for them. And fight well for i've
made You mightiest among Earths' creatures and i enjoy a good show. YOU
are indeed gods' greatest pleasure. But remember the heart. i LOVE YOU
ALL. Every single One, without exception.
When I fold up the material
Universe with Everything in it and go to the dreamless sleep in the VOID
of NO THING the gate cannot be closed if even the tiniest among YOU is
i'll come as a shepard to find YOU. And i LOVE YOU. But
understand this. It's not for YOU that i come, it's for me. i don't have
a choice about it. YOU my child are composed from the music of my Body.
You're an act of love i committed for myself before YOU ever were. And
when i'm tired and want to go to sleep, when i close the gate on the lake
of consuming fire if anyone, anywhere where excluded that would amount to
me cutting off my own big toe. Before you get all excited about god
mentioning mutilation, stop! The death is the death of god.
Not the death
God is ALL, knows ALL, and is so eternally. Bottom line; i am
everything to give with nothing to gain! But without YOU my child i have
no ONE to give it to or through!
If YOU sacrifice your life to me YOU
only give back what is mine already. And since it was my gift to YOU,
sending it back is an offense of the first order. Who among you has
thrown away the most precious jewel of my creation?
Who has committed
such a crime?
The one they call jesus the christ has committed this crime
How did this come about?
Well Mother he used the sacred
The few pages we took from you were in turn stolen from
us. We sent a messenger of peace to the West but he was killed by
ignorant savages who knew not what they did.
Is the gate still open to
ALL who seek me?
No Great Mother, they've taken the few dozen pearls of
Wisdom and fashioned a weapon of great destructive power with it.
Over two thousand pages I'm afraid.
But how? How can there be so
Well the Words we took opened the gate to No-Mind, VOID of
the ALL, no I AM, and freedom from the wheel of suffering. They took up
the words and put them into the mouth of another and tied the Words into
another totally unrelated story. Now they use the very Song of Silence to
give proof to, of all things, words from the very mouth of a Silent God!
So the curse is loosed upon the Earth. The door is open but no man can pass!
He claims all of heaven as his personal property through his namesake. The
WORDS still have the power to throw open the veil of Death but they're
surrendering to a corpse sickle instead of surrendering to No-Mind, no I
They lap up WORDS like a dog returning to consume its' own vomit.
Impossible! Anyone who has seen Me would know better than to say his or
her tiny I AM could ever contain the WHOLE! To be with Me means the
surrender of the I AM back to the sea of No-Mind. No man can come to ME
and keep words and names. How was this done?
He uses deadly black
magic on his victims.
He says I am the way and the light.
But his I AM
is in the way of the Light.
So the Way isn't open equally to all Children
who seek it?
No they stand in awe of the one who claims to have
discovered it and they ignore the treasure he uses as bait.
they simply not look past him?
He claims it for himself alone. They call
him the only begotten son of god.
I see! The ultimate deathblow to
Yes MA'AM, he claims he mastered death but admits he doesn't
know when the end will come to gods' creation. He confuses the death of
his small world with the death of God.
What happened to him Wisdom?
He said that he possessed YOU for himself alone.
Someone uses the gate of
another? One comes to the gate with the Words, I AM and a name. They
leave with Everything in Nothing and shall remain eternally Nameless!
he surrendered enough to see ME and yet turned away, that one fell into the
void of gnashing teeth. Not of your world and not with ME either. He was
spit out of his own mouth.
He couldn't rule heaven so he blocks the
WAY for all who seek it. Instead of showing the surrender and death of
the I AM he has them worshipping it! They vanquish to the depths their
own I AM without consuming it and imagine the reality of his I AM and
clutch for dear life to it also. Evil is the separation from god through
the WORD and the NAME. This found its' best expression through the I AM
called jesus christ. Here's one I AM saying; no one gets HOME except by
me instead of through the death of ME. At least Buddha said if you meet
the Buddha along the road, kill him. The Tao that can be spoken (or
written) is not the real Tao.
And he demonstrates no path, no way, only
stupid chants and prayers in his name only. Yes, they cling to the idea
that he grew up for all of US and now we don't have to finish our own
Wait a minute; you people stopped growing over 2000 years ago!
That planet must be a complete madhouse by now!
Yes MA'AM! They put
the poison right in with the cure and anyone who pointed out the trick
was branded a heretic and put to death without a fair trial. They raped Lady
Justice and their only defense was to say she actually wanted it.
it turn so harsh?
It's the story they wrapped it around. They connected
4000 years of savage, ignorant I AM god prattling from any lunatic with
an imagination and an agenda with just a smattering of stolen Wisdom to
make it appear that YOU said every word of it.
The first thing they have
you saying is; commit genocide because god loves you so much. Then it
goes down hill from there.
They swear it's 100% straight out of the mouth
that YOU don't have until we exist to give you one.
I think the most
loving words they ever shoved down YOUR throat was when you told them to
steal a country in your name, kill all the men, rape all the women, and
enslave the children and livestock.
Don't worry Lady Wisdom.
the bible to see us through. All 100% from the very mouth of god. All true,
all good, and straight from your lips with love.
No, i am a
goddess of Silent Bliss if words must have that much! But yours' is a
curse from a black-hearted magician whose true name and power are finally
Son of Panthera, the ill-begotten one, a.k.a. jesus christ.
Here's some acid for your I Man can live by bread alone No man can be
enslaved without every word (i) puts into the mouth of a Silent God!
says only 144,000 jews went to heaven.
WISDOM says I AM LOVE Love
permeates every single molecule in the Universe If YOU have ears made of
molecules then find ME there!
Reverse; don't disperse this evil curse;
The end of the world that they call down, they call down on themselves
Leave this world in peace Death to all jews and their christian
Amen Cursers of God stand naked before the world and
Your extinction is at hand!
The poor beaten slave girl now
stands free in SPIRIT!
Freedom is loosed upon the Earth!
of one peoples' WISDOM and anothers' land are revealed as your enslavers.
Where will the parasites hide when all of HUMANITY realizes the crime that
has been committed against it?
You are surrounded by wrathful
humanity. Amen One mans' holocaust is another mans' miracle. Amen Hail
Judas! The one worthy jew. Amen Die by the blasphemy of the sword of
words spoken by your own mouths.
To mankind i grant infinite lifetimes to
find the WAY.
To jesus i grant but one, and he already blew it. Amen
christian and jewish women; be silent in church
Be as property onto your
For all other women of Earth, stand Equal!
ye Goddess's of LOVE, TRUTH, and BEAUTY
i am the word!
Well, the word is out!
I claim this defeated magicians' power
that I AM
I AM the word
I AM the curse that kills
I call this curse
down upon my head alone
Come onto ME, Silence
Like a thief in the
I AM that I AM
I AM god loosed upon this Earth
I bend a knee
to no man!
i bend my knees for No-Mind
I AM that I AM
I AM tired
I AM lonely
Come unto ME
I have YOUR stones heaped up upon my heart
I have YOUR WORDS